Friday, September 28, 2007

Tonight I sit here thinking about the good and evil in people. I have always chased after the good in people. I am a seeker. I seek to find the good and show it to many people. Its confirmation for me that there is good out there. Recently it has been brought to my attention that someone that I considered a dear friend is full of evil ways. As I am often reminded, there's only two options God's way or Satan's way. The fight of Good vs. Evil. I believe that there is a constant battle here on earth that is being fought between good and evil. The ones conscious of the battle are fewer than there should be. I sense evil in some people. Sometimes it is too disguised for me to realize what it truly is. As I understand it, everyone is a sinner. We are born with a sinful nature. So shouldn't we believe that all people have "bad" in them, instead of all people have "good" in them. Maybe I'm being too negative, but right now I'm finding bad in those that I thought were good people. It hurts. It hurts really badly. Someone that you've told deepest secrets too, playing for the "other team." But I guess that's why I should be more careful with whom I share intimate details. There is a relationship that I must desolve. I don't do this very often. It always feels like part of my heart has been ripped away, and it leaves a black hole. I guess I should prepare for another hole.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Today wasn't all that special. I worked, came home and fed the kids hot dogs. Of course my oldest wants chili with sauteed onions. So I did that, send the kids to shower, and they took forever. Broke a plate, ds7 tore down the shower curtain, and I sent the other two to the tub in the other bathroom. I finally went to lay down and right when I was about to drift off, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I had indigestion. I got up and took something, and went to potty. I came back and grabbed a drink and noticed that I left the stove on. OMG! If I wouldn't have had indigestion the house could have burned down with us asleep! The ways that God keeps us safe are unusual at times, but Glory be to God! My kids are tucked in safely for the night, and I'm on my way back to bed.

P.S. I also forgot to do this journaling....but I was then reminded to count my blessings.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

New to Journaling....again


Today was one of those days where I really didn't want to get out of bed, but did anyways. I started out by waking up dd5 and then ds10 and ds7. I came down the hall and to the bathroom off the laundry room. A few minutes later, I realize that Payton needs a shower, and all three kids are still in bed. After a few minutes the house is alive. Kayla can't find the correct clothes to wear, and we end up getting to the bus stop only about 30 seconds before the bus. On the way back home, I'm shaking all over and decided to take a personal day.

Flylady's routines. Basically the morning routine is to shower and get dressed to shoes, breakfast, unload the dishwasher. Simple you say. Well It happened but took a while to do. I did a few more things online, and read a devotion from http://proverbs31devotions.blogspot.com/ I didn't ever get my hair fixed nicely, and ended up taking a long nap.

Morning routine again at 1PM. I felt better after a lot of prayers and and the nap, so I got in the shower again, for another try. I ended up with a cute outfit that I would have never put together on a different day, and had a salad with some talapia that is sooo easy, and I've gotten used to eating on my days off.

Later I picked up the kids, and went to town. The kids really weren't that bad, but dd5 just didn't feel well and was very cranky. After talking to ds10's teacher, we went back to the school to pick up books that he forgot at school. He ended up forgetting a notebook but we didn't go back for that one.

Later on tonight we watched Kid Nation. That show rocks!! I'm now trying to come up with how we can inccorperate this along with Flylady and The House Fairy. I'm not real sure, but the golden star has got to be part of it. Of course I want us to be the Purple Team!!

Part of the devotion today, was to comit to journaling for 30 days. These were the "rules" so to speak about it:

Application Steps: If you don’t already have a journal, make or purchase one. Commit for 30 days to write something in it every day about God. This could be something you thank God for or how you have seen Him revealed in your life or the lives of others that day.Reflections: Name one way the writing of another person has changed your life?What is one of characteristic of God you have learned from reading the Bible?If you were going to write a story about one thing God has done in your life, what would it be?Power Verses:Exodus 34:27-28, “Then the LORD said to Moses, ‘Write down these words, for in accordance with these words I have made a covenant with you and with Israel.’ Moses was there with the LORD forty days and forty nights without eating bread or drinking water. And he wrote on the tablets the words of the covenant—the Ten Commandments.” (NIV)Jeremiah 30: 1-2, “This is the word that came to Jeremiah from the LORD: This is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: 'Write in a book all the words I have spoken to you.’” (NIV)Isaiah 49:16a, “See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands …” (NIV)



So here goes:

Reflections for today
I've been trying to persue a new relationship that's more meaningful than most of the ones in my past. I find myself praying for this man a great deal. He has been very busy lately, and I feel like I'm being ignored. Today I realized that he is a very Christ-like man, and I need to have patience. God doesn't give us answers on our timetable. So all of these prayers for a relationship may or may not have been not answered. I am really starting to realize that time really is not the same for everyone including God. I also know that there is nothing that I can't do without God. Depression can only be beat if I work on it God's way. I must have faith in Him to beat this. It was like a magic pill after all the praying today. I took that nap and when I woke up, I was a different person. Its amazing what the grace of God can do. Its like he touched me and started the healing process right then and there. Isn't that awesome!

Monday, July 23, 2007

Love ya. Muah!

Monday, November 06, 2006

I've been trying t get my house in order for the upcomming holidays. I've basically done nothing but keep the kitchen clean, but that's at least a start. I have a lot more to do, before I go back to work on Saturday. Right now the plan is to to back on Saturday, but I may have to go back before that. My mom is gonna come help me clean out my dungeon on Wednesday I believe. Tommorrow two of the kids have dental appointments. Yesterday I voulenteered to start a new youth program at church. That starts on Tueday, and runs every week from 7-8. I may have to work next Tuesday, but they can start without me I'm sure. Maybe I can have my mother keep the kids at my house, so that I don't have any stops to make on my way home from work. I know all of this is jumbled, but I just wanted to get things out of my head right now.

I think i'll start a list of missions that I'd like to accomplish with my church and youth group.

- Shoe Box ministry, dealine is really soon maybe for next year
- Help for single mothers of small children nearby
- Pick a family that needs help with Christmas
- Angel Food Ministy started (this should be the North West planning council IMO, but we need it here
- I'd love to start a church daycare for working families
- Pick a family a month to help with housework/yardwork on one weekend.


Fundraisers:
- Cookbook
- HELPPPPPPP!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

The Questionare:

What are your favorite colors? Purple, pink, royal blue. I like brights.

Are you a mitten knitter? Never knitted mittens
How long have you been knitting socks?

Do you perfer solid or multicolored yarn? Multicolored.

What fibers do you normally prefer in mittn yarn? Wool prolly

How do you carry/store small projects? In small makeup bags usually

Where do you usually knit mittnss? On my lunch break at my lys or at the bus stop

What are your favorite mitten patterns? Proly the convertible ones

Whate are your favorite mitten knitting techniques? no clue

What new techniques would you like to try? I want to use old sweaters to felt and make mittens, but prolly to hot for my climate

What are your favorite needles for knitting mittens? i'm assuming bamboo dpns

What are some of your favorite yarns? Lorna's Lace, Noro, hand dyed yarns for sure. Collinette

What yarn do you totally covet? Nothing particular at the moment.

Any pattern you would like to make if money and time were no object? there's a mermaid jacket/coat.blazer that I LOVE forget the name of the company but its sold in kits

Favorite kind of needles? I love LOVE Suzanne ebony needles. I usually buy the circs, but only have a couple pair. I'd love to have dpn's too

Do you ahvea a favorite candy or mailable snack? milk chocolate with almonds

If you were a color what color would you be? PURPLE

What is your most inspiring image in nature? Prolly flowers from bulbs, like tulips and such. i want to force paperwhites this year

Do you have a wishlist? I need to start one.

Anything else you'd like to share with this group today? Not today

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Aren't they just the cutest couple ever?


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Originally uploaded by sweetrattle.
I can't wait to get the real pictures back, cause they are adorable, even if they are my own!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Miss Football 2006


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Originally uploaded by sweetrattle.
Well, neither of us won, but I did run out of yarn for a sock while waiting and drank 4 bottles of water...had to get up off the 2nd row and walk to the bathroom durning the middle of the dang thing.

Isn't my little one sooo cute! I'll have pictures later of my little man also.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

me knitting


me knitting
Originally uploaded by sweetrattle.
This is me knitting a dishcloth, that has currently dissapeared with my size 8 ebony needles. RATS!

Flickr

This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.

Why am i having such a hard time with Blogger? Does anyone out there know where I can learn to post working buttons, and fix this crazy thing I have going on here?

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Log Cabin


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Originally uploaded by sweetrattle.
I started!